Ich hatte gebeten dass man mir hilft Rechte zu haben und ein Leben in Würde. Bei meiner Vergangenheit muss das auch Entschädigung heißen. Eigentlich Pflicht für jeden guten Menschen. Ich bin ein Mann und weder schwach noch sehr dumm, aber ich sagte nie, dass ich das allein erreichen kann. Aber ein lebenswertes Leben ist das was ich wirklich haben will!
I was calling for help for justice and rights and a life in dignity for me. With my past this has to mean also compensation. Even when being a man and not very weak or very foolish, I never said I could reach this all alone. But a life worthy to be lived is what I really want.
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Short clear about me: I was humiliated, damaged, manipulated, forced, calumniated since the very first days of my life, victim of many crimes and of many daily little crimes. I did not do anything to anyone. My verbal protest against communism in Eastern Europe was forced and I did really detach from that side understanding some mistakes and the fanaticism in the communist and also socialist theory, but make clear that I sustain the idea to improve dignity in life, life quality and rights for the simple and poor people. Therefore the many drastic reactions against me and damages done were not justified by anything, but thousands were protesting similar (even when not all intellectually so high leveled) and not operated to get foolish and forced and called to be inferior. Also from the youngest years I got in a conflict with people stating for fascism. They did never change their opinion but were never blamed or damaged and got everything in life being success people today. They also "new" that I have to be inferior and follow to their will, which some of them could command so that I had to follow against my will (electromagnetic brain control able to control me against my will for short time in a robotic manner). I took out the over 200 pages of documentation to the damages torture and mistreating I had to withstand in my life ONLY TO BE COMPENSATED. IT IS NO WAY FOR ANYONE TO FIND A GUILTINESS WITH ME! Wow, you take a lot of time to start compensating. Waiting until I'm dead? Either you pay now (and everybody helping is on the right side) or I will do more than putting all back here! All hurting of my rights have to be stopped and I have to get the compensation! Really! That is the only way to prove that fascism has really lost and humanness, justice and love are existing on earth and also here. I was none of the political, national and other categories, because damaged from those close to be and attacked by many. Still at a time given some of such categorization is used to exemplary and severely damage and hurt me outside law, misusing the law sometimes. But it where from each at least 3 to 8 different and sometimes contradictory categories I was seen in! Who are those smart activists, finding their problems solved in hitting always me? As a child I was used to be damaged and humiliated from German fascists, to give them satisfaction even when they lost. So I came in the position of a victim. They blamed me for agreeing to the critical positions and humiliations in World War films and could humiliate and produce sufferance to me many times. The idea of using my life was the same idea like torturing the Jewish people in Second World War. I was used later for many games, good and bad ones, forced in the protest in Romania, especially forced in all those happenings I was then drastically damaged and attacked for. I was never asked and never had a choice. I was strictly against fascism all the time and mentally having the positions of the winners in the world wars, I kept every action on a level of humanness and intellectual correctness, I was never a communist understanding their mistakes but standing for the rights and helping those being down in society. There is nothing I can be blamed for but I was a victim of calumniation, pain and humiliation every day of my life and a victim of extreme collective attacks, damages of body and soul and the highest grade possible of torture, many discrete times. To blame me is like to commit murderer, from the level of criminality considering the "infinite" pain and damages done to me. To stop the crimes never succeeded and many work daily for keeping me in pain and damage. Not to understand that crimes against me have to be stopped and I have to be compensated means not to know the relevant about me and my life or to be an extreme criminal, not understanding human rights at all and collaborating with the guiltiness of fascism and those causing first World War at least to 50%. In the brain control system, at least 40% of actions and detectable intentions (observing the manipulation of whole society not only of my brain) is clear fascist interest, at least 60% is German national interest. But also other interests did damage and are guilty referring to me. I certainly can not own anything to anyone. For that my body was used to hear and see through me, for that my body and soul were used, to play games, for that control systems were asking every day my whole life to be given to them, for that everyone from any side was good paid in that time, for that I did not get a cent for all that, was never asked and never had a choice, one has to pay an almost infinite bill and several sides have to pay an "infinite * infinite" compensation.
Ich habe so viele Worte gehabt und es gibt so viele Gründe mich zu entschädigen und das mir zugefügte Leid ist so groß und die an mir begangenen Verbrechen so viele und so schwerwiegende, aber niemand hat wirklich geholfen und viele sind bereit mich zu erniedrigen. Immer noch bin ich minderwertig im Vergleich zum Durchschnittsbürger 23/03/2012
I had so many words and there are so many reasons to compensate me and the sufferance done to me and the crimes committed against me are so many, but still nobody really helped and many are ready to humiliate me. Still I am the inferior kind referring to most in society and kept in sufferance and humiliation. Like always!
Since I told that the British side would have helped me, many were trying to bring me against the British side. With EM training of my brain (why do I have taken anything out, why don't tell if I was not at all compensated????), with pain in my head one forces me to think wrong things and get nervous. With acoustical smart inputs one explains about guiltiness of this side. I do not believe that and want this torture to be stopped. I really respect that side and try to have friends there but I am non of there's otherwise I certainly would do better. There were much more humiliations at the address of the British and Jewish side.
Every day of my life I am still observed very detailed from outside in inside my head and automatic systems and some people get this information but changed in a way that they can and do use them to extremely and always calumniate, humiliate and damage me. Many people attack me and damage or hurt my body and soul. Last week in the Disco a girl was getting me angry 6 times and then hitting me braking me a tooth. Before this happened, another girl was very kind and warm to me and she was pushed away with force from me by a tall strong man, always following me. This was the at least 150th girl wanting me but pushed away with force. Some of these girls were hurt and damaged, if they did not "understand". I could be married many times and one owns me to give me that back to having destroyed exactly that! But I never had any interest for that girl hitting me and I was only present in the Disco, my worst guiltiness. Not more to provoke her. Every day the brain control in my head asks full time, means whole life to be given to it and I am blamed and attacked from many, because "failing" with the thinking in my head when the music in the Disco is synchronized with my head and other ways to "hear my thinking". With this linking, I have to work every second turning some bad positions in the right ones. Still if any of the sides still having power today could possibly find in any of the matters told still an imperfection, I am always in direct and visible way attacked, damaged and humiliated for that. Means I work hard every second moving many problems in my mind, told all wrong, in the right way and I am certainly never good enough, being blamed and damaged following to this work. I can not ignore and not be synchronized to what others hear and if not trying at all, the real wrong telling heard then is posed as my guiltiness and I am again more severe punished. But I can not ignore at all and my mind is not free fore my own thinking anyway and I can not be perfect and get tired. They humiliate with the control in my head, predicting what I wanted to tell, quickly when I am trying to talk to a girl friend. Hard work every free second on the day and weekend, to be always anyway called guilty for what others did in my head. So many people knowing that many mistakes humans can do or have would be exactly me having this even when not having it at all, in such a clear way, that they "have to" hit me severely for that. This is the "sport" the control system plays today when they should compensate. YOU WANT ME NOT TO TALK ABOUT THIS SYSTEM? You have to be crazy! But that nobody was there to stop those criminals on the controller system side and to help me to get compensation, is a real shame for the humanity on this earth. And those committing the crimes are really doing to me similar things like fascists did to the Jewish, also at least 40% in this system, proving this by the influences and images done and created to many and to me, a clear fighter for the real former fascism side and trying like crazy to relativize the guiltiness of that side. Their methods and procedures are only to fascism officially comparable, anyway. The brain control system to which I did not follow last night (14/04/2012) (no direct connection with being hit possible) was forcing me in similar way like I was forced in Romania under ceausescu, to talk in favor of communism. Those telling would have made a fanatic communist out of me in the eyes of the other and I could not accept that and stopped and brought the from others prepared and through torture motivated protest. Last night I did not follow, because they were ordering in my mind in the same style, a style officially possible to bind only to fascism. I will never follow to this control system and style. Please understand that I can not be silent about electromagnetic brain control whemn this control does 100ds of damages and tortures me every day the whole day long, wanting like always to prove mistakes on the extreme victims side and to force me to fail.
While they were hitting and damaging me severely every day of my life for standing in the way of the simple people (opposed to the rich from the past), now partially the same people and others damage and humiliate me severely for have been the communists. I was none of the sides, never guilty before anyone and always since birth severely humiliated, calumniated and damaged. I have to get compensation, no matter what side is stronger and this is a matter of humanness and justice. But they always hit and this is a discrimination of my person and real fascism practiced, no matter if I am Jewish or not. In the world the people not being mass murderers, fascists or similar would all be my friends, if knowing the truth about me. I want that in this World the power exists to stop all crimes against me, compensate me and punishs the criminals! Start doing it it is a shame for humanity and a shame for all humans, when this is not done.
Overview
Etwas muss ich doch wieder her schreiben: Ich wurde als kleines Kind zum Opfer politischer Kämpfe. Der Kampf zwischen politischen oder nationalen Interessen auf dieser Erde ist nicht meine Schuld. Es war wirklich nie meine Wahl und nie meine Entscheidung, obwohl ich immer eigene Meinungen hatte. Bitte versteht, alle Seiten, dass ich vor keinem Schuld hatte und nie eine Wahl hatte, mehr kann ich nicht erklären. Bitte versteht, dass ich ein Recht auf Entschädigung habe, ja diese meine einzige Hoffnung ist. Bitte versteht, dass ich mich um die Beladenen und Leidenden nur sehr wenig kümmern kann, denn zu groß war mein Leid und Schaden und zu ungerecht mich noch weiter zu belasten. Außerdem schaffe ich das psychisch nicht. Sorry an alle Leidenden, denen ich ausgewichen bin: fast jeder Mensch hatte mehr Verpflichtungen und mehr Möglichkeiten zu helfen, als ich! Ich werde auch heute wieder verfolgt und bedroht, als der, der den Armen im Wege stehen würde. Erniedrigt, beschuldigt, verleumdet, gequält und beleidigt werde ich auch aus anderen Gründen, wie das ich national nirgends passe, oder ohne Angabe von Gründen. Ich bin aber der, der eben keinen nach unten drückt, wenn er oben steht (was ich kaum konnte) und jeden achtet, wie sich selbst. Bitte kämpft eure Kämpfe und schlagt euren Hass nicht mehr gegen das Leben eines Unschuldigen, der immer schon verfolgt, verleumdet, beschuldigt, gequält und geschädigt wurde, seit er denken kann. Ich kann nicht verstehen, wie man einfach nicht verstehen will das ich vor niemandem relevante Schuld habe (aber verlangt nicht mehr vom Opfer die absolute Perfektion bei Provokationen) und ein extremes Opfer mein ganzes Leben lang schon war und das selbe Opfer immer wieder plagt und mich wirklich überall ausgrenzt. Das ist kein Leben, das ist Folter, das ist die Hölle!
Außerdem werde ich immer noch absichtlich krank gehalten, mit einfachen Karies und von Zähnen mit Absicht in den Kiefer getriebenen Herden. Man kann damit leben, aber Absicht hat das erzeugt und Absicht hält das so und das Leben ist ein ständiger Schmerz. Warum ich? Was wenn du kontinuierlich von Geburt an gequält und Opfer von Verbrechen bist und niemand je hilft oder entschädigt?
Something I still have to write: I was since youngest childhood a victim of political fights. The fights between political and national interests on this earth was never my fault. It was never in life my choice, never my decision, even when I have clear own positions to almost everything. Please understand, all sides, that I was innocent before all and never having a choice. This is all I can explain now. Please understand that I have a right for compensation, more, this is my only hope in life. Please understand, that I can not do much for the needful and the suffering, too big was my own sufferance. Mostly I couldn't do anything, and even if, I can't manage it psychically. Also I know, that any human around would be better suited or more in responsibility to help, if somebody. Still I try to be a good guy and do not feel guilty before God, who I am sure, will forgive me everything. I am followed and threatened, blamed to be the one standing in the poor peoples way. This is so much the opposite of the truth. I am the biggest victim of the time I was living in, excepting some crippled people and some killed, I was never standing in anybodies way, always seeing anyone equal to myself, except those being not ignorable superior. I am humiliated, insulted, bothered, calumniated and inculpated also for not fitting to different national identities and for not named reasons. Please do not fight all your fighting and do not hit all your anger against the life of an innocent (like many always did in the past), somebody knowing just to be discriminated, calumniated, inculpated, damaged and mistreated, his whole past life. I can not understand how it can be that one does not understand that I am not guilty in any relevant way (but please do not expect absolute perfection on the victims side when provoked) and I was already an extreme victim my entire life. That is no life, that is torture, that is the hell!
Additionally I am continued to be kept sick, with sick teeth and from there in the jaw moved problems. It was intention to reach that and intention does it keep that way. I can live with that, but it could be taken and my life is so continuous pain. Why me? What if you are since birth continuous victim of crimes and nobody ever helps or compensates?
Nothing.